Ayulsa City - Ieeya
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mibuchiha
Fakku Elder
Not much compared to many users here.
But when I look at them, it is a bit of shame to declare myself the same age.
But when I look at them, it is a bit of shame to declare myself the same age.
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Fallan
Kamen Rider Cheeki
mibuchiha wrote...
Not much compared to many users here.But when I look at them, it is a bit of shame to declare myself the same age.
You need to look deeper mimichibunani.
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devsonfire
3,000,000th Poster
mibuchiha wrote...
Sure.The wins were nice, but we're still midtable. And that is depressing.
Can't help it, we lost too many points. Still, could be worse (Fulham, for example).
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mibuchiha
Fakku Elder
Some rant. Feel free to laugh at me if you think it silly. Even my intellectual side thinks it is, but fuck him. He loves EXEC_VIENA/. just as much (if not more) as my other sides do.
I put my music library at random. While I know it is just random chance (subject to whatever algorithm the RNG uses and the initial seed) I often attach some meaning to the order of songs. And it is one of the main sources of my small day-to-day surprises.
A few days back, I did something that I deemed not very proper of me to do. I suffered some agony and depression over the fact for a few days as a result. It took much thinking and meditation to come to terms about it and unify my will, and even now I still think I was playing a dangerous game with that. Unlike the past days however, I finally found the answer (as usual with me, the answer is not final) that it was one worth playing, however.
Anyway, while I was depressed and struggling to act as if everything was cool, I noticed something strange. I spent a lot more time with music due to my worse mood, but somehow Viena never came up. The whole time. Noticeably so, even taking probabilities into account, majorly because I was seeking it. I knew it was just bad luck but still, I was disappointed. But at the same time, I could not bring myself to just select it directly, because it felt like cheating, in some sense. "No, not as I currently am..." was what I thought every time I felt the temptation to do it.
Today, while I was trying to fish for votes for Ar Tonelico 2 (PM me if you intend to know more and/or help out), and being in a better mood overall, I was met with a very pleasant surprise. Finally, it found me. I closed my eyes and dropped everything I was doing right then, for I missed it so much. All the better, considering that it found me after I managed to find an answer to the baseness that I did... I focused only on immersing myself into it. It was wonderful to be reminded again why it was the song I love the most. Irrespective of whatever I am most infatuated with at the moment, deep down I know Viena exists in me. To add to the exultation, EXEC_VISIONDANCE_PLUGINs/. came not long afterward.
Now, of course, I am aware that it is silly to be so pleasantly surprised by simple probabilities... but is it not human to attach special meaning to things? Feel free to laugh, as I am too. But at the same time, I am happy.
I end this post with two lines from the song itself, the meaning slightly modified to match the omission I made, but I believe this does not alter the general meaning of the song.
Was yea erra chs ieeya en sol anw yeal,
Melenas.
I will be eternally happy to turn into hope and its shining rays,
For I will always love you.
I put my music library at random. While I know it is just random chance (subject to whatever algorithm the RNG uses and the initial seed) I often attach some meaning to the order of songs. And it is one of the main sources of my small day-to-day surprises.
A few days back, I did something that I deemed not very proper of me to do. I suffered some agony and depression over the fact for a few days as a result. It took much thinking and meditation to come to terms about it and unify my will, and even now I still think I was playing a dangerous game with that. Unlike the past days however, I finally found the answer (as usual with me, the answer is not final) that it was one worth playing, however.
Anyway, while I was depressed and struggling to act as if everything was cool, I noticed something strange. I spent a lot more time with music due to my worse mood, but somehow Viena never came up. The whole time. Noticeably so, even taking probabilities into account, majorly because I was seeking it. I knew it was just bad luck but still, I was disappointed. But at the same time, I could not bring myself to just select it directly, because it felt like cheating, in some sense. "No, not as I currently am..." was what I thought every time I felt the temptation to do it.
Today, while I was trying to fish for votes for Ar Tonelico 2 (PM me if you intend to know more and/or help out), and being in a better mood overall, I was met with a very pleasant surprise. Finally, it found me. I closed my eyes and dropped everything I was doing right then, for I missed it so much. All the better, considering that it found me after I managed to find an answer to the baseness that I did... I focused only on immersing myself into it. It was wonderful to be reminded again why it was the song I love the most. Irrespective of whatever I am most infatuated with at the moment, deep down I know Viena exists in me. To add to the exultation, EXEC_VISIONDANCE_PLUGINs/. came not long afterward.
Now, of course, I am aware that it is silly to be so pleasantly surprised by simple probabilities... but is it not human to attach special meaning to things? Feel free to laugh, as I am too. But at the same time, I am happy.
I end this post with two lines from the song itself, the meaning slightly modified to match the omission I made, but I believe this does not alter the general meaning of the song.
Was yea erra chs ieeya en sol anw yeal,
Melenas.
I will be eternally happy to turn into hope and its shining rays,
For I will always love you.
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leonard267
FAKKU Non-Writer
I am quite interested in your tastes in reading, Mibuchiha. A litmus test for you. Do you find the following whiny?
Last Tuesday night, long after I had gone to bed, total strangers burst into my house yelling †˜Happy New Year!’, and shook me from a deep sleep.
Actually, they didn’t. But they might as well have done. Instead, total strangers near where I live thought it fun to let off fireworks which sounded, in turn, like landmines and an anti-aircraft barrage.
Sleep was impossible from 11.30 till 12.30.
If you want to celebrate the New Year, that’s fine by me, though I can’t for the life of me work out why.
Last Tuesday night, long after I had gone to bed, total strangers burst into my house yelling †˜Happy New Year!’, and shook me from a deep sleep.
Actually, they didn’t. But they might as well have done. Instead, total strangers near where I live thought it fun to let off fireworks which sounded, in turn, like landmines and an anti-aircraft barrage.
Sleep was impossible from 11.30 till 12.30.
If you want to celebrate the New Year, that’s fine by me, though I can’t for the life of me work out why.