Cry

When I was 13 and my parents got divorced and I thought it was my fault :(.

again, I don't think anyone asked you to.

Crying...
I've done so various times.
Whether it'd be for something tragic or minor.

In moments where I could not handle things and wished I could have.
When my heart felt so heavy, I couldn't bear it.
When I begin to feel as if the world is against me,
I stop crying and start smiling.

That is because I have people in the world that I can trust.
I would let them kill me if they needed to.
I do not even trust my family as much as I do them.
They are my secret and my secret only.
I'll keep it for my lives to pass from after this life is gone.

Crying...
The only people I'll cry in front of are those people.
That is, if I'll ever meet them face-to-face.

once when all girl used me and broke up with me

grandperants died

my mother left my family

i got my finger tip choped off by a door when I was two

Mine was 2 weeks ago when I couldn't stand on my own without Fpod supporting me. Or when I'd try to get out of bed. My back felt unmovable. It felt like I was trying to bend a bone that wasn't supposed to bend, like my forearm.

Needless to say he had to take me to the doctor right away.

No you're missing the point. I'm talking about like for future reference, to say that if someone later in the topic does take offense they shouldn't bother to come to me about it.

to be honest I don't think anyone will care enough to remember... most likely this will happen in the future if you say borderline rude things.

I don't really think it's that big of a deal. You okay Waar? Lately you've seemed awfully uptight about stuff. I'm not insulting you, but you've been behaving differently on the forums.

I cry every time Waar makes a big deal out of nothing. j/k if that were true I would be crying 24/7.

On a more serious note....Any time me and the gf have a big fight, any time I spend time thinking that my future is horribly bleak, anime and movies though rarely (cried a bit at the Letter Bee OVA). Otherwise not much. Didn't even cry when my dog, aunt, or grandma died (I'm not trying to say that as some sort of brag or something (though I'm not sure who would brag about that), just that the point of the thread is to see what people cry about so I thought I'd throw that info out there). Also as a kid I didn't cry about movies very much...then again I wasn't scared by shit that now creeps me the hell out. Guess I was a weird kid.

Not sure, I was pretty tired last night/this morning when I responded to these but when I look at Tsurayu I see an emotional early version of myself. Outspoken with little to no shame or regard for others. Maybe I'm just butting heads with one of the new generation "kids" to remind myself that I still can. Or perhaps the inner debater in me has taken over once again; forcing me to form conflict where there is none. I just didn't take kindly to the comment.

when my grandfather died

To me, crying is for pussies. Yes, you can spew all that new-age crap about 'feelings' and such bollocks but I believe in the old-fashioned train of thought that crying shows emotional weakness.

I admit I've come close a few times, but I honestly cannot remember what the last thing I cried about was

Oh I'm well aware of that fact that I am exactly that, but I've made peace with that. I've stepped on a lot of toes over the years, but I've never come to think it is a weakness of mine. I just hate mincing words, and I hate it when people take it so offensively. White lies, half-truths, avoiding "difficult" subjects will get you nothing, treading water with jokes... I hate it when people do it, but obviously there is nothing I can do about it, but that doesn't mean I have to avoid them as well.

Wow, where am I going with this? Anyway, yeah.

you're the tangent king.

Does that make you the queen?

When my dog Oso died when I was 12...kinda weird I never cried when my friend and and two family members died.

I dont know why that is either.... I cried my eyes dry when I was young and my dog died, but never even showed a sign of sadness or being upset when my great grandmother, great uncle, my other great uncle, great aunt, 1st cousin, and grandpa died. Not even a frown or anything. Just blank... My fmily was actually angry at me for not crying.

Shit.... I didnt even make a face at the funeral of my friend who committed suicide in junior high...

I stay on point when I type. How about you Ramsus?

Not everyone shows sadness with tears, my mother didn't cry when my great uncle died yet I know she was completely broken, also when my maternal grandmother died I did cry (I was 10 at that time) yet I now I think who peaceful she looked some hours after she passed and I almost break in tears, then my other grandma almost died 2 years ago and from the shock I cryed a lot, two weeks later she was fine ¬_¬

other times I cryed:
with anime: Kanon, Clannad, Saikano and even once while reading Naruto don't remember why, but I remember I symphatized with a characters suffering or something like that.
with movies I just remember the beginning of Benjamin Button with the story about the clockmaker and the clock that run backwards.
death of my uncle from a car accident, and the time I really cryed like a baby was when dad got out of rehab (like 3 years ago) and the first thing he said yo me was "sorry for being a failure" I cryed in his arms for first time in life I think, but more than sad I feel like it like I was healing some old scars, my eyes still moisture a little when I think about it.

From fictional/imaginary stuff, a lot. Clannad and others....

RL events, hmm...the last time I cried was 3 months after the death of my gf. Didn't cry earlier because...I was too shocked and pretty much unable to accept it.

Btw, that was also the first time I cried because of RL events, if you don't count my kiddy tears, like when the five year old me tripped...