Ethan's Love Predicaments & Triumphs

Well, now she want me to take her to seea movie tommorrow... <.<;
Too bad I was too lazy to get my G1... for 2 years. DAMN STRIKE. D:
Now I have to get my dad/mom to give us a ride, unless whe wants to drive. <.<
Pretty sure she's too poor for a car though... xD

Yay, now's the perfect moment for you do make your strike! Give her small hints! Hold her hand! :3

And best of luck with trying to find a ride. XD

Too bad I went to go pick her up, and when we were leaving, the phone rang. <.<;
She got called into work to take over for some guy who was sick.
Yeah, fun stuff. D:

Too bad I went to go pick her up, and when we were leaving, the phone rang. <.<She>.>[/color]

...wut?

Guh. >.> Fakku does that every once in a while. It breaks up my posts if the quotes are too long.

Here's what I said:

That sucks.... but you'll do it another time, right?

Quick question: You're on the 'quest for sex' but what if the girl is on the 'quest for love'? Are you going to stay with her or just have sex with her then leave her to get the other chicks?

Err, I don't think you understood it correctly. I'm on the 'quest for love' too, the sex is more of a perk. If I even get 1, it's good (what I'm aiming for), but 4 would be even better. o;

@Haburi: Oh. xD
I think we're doing it next weekend. :P

Good luck. =P

Well, I just got shot down again. <.<
Same speech as last time, the whole friend thing.
Except now she's talking about some promise that she made to herself, that she won't like anyone else until she gets over her ex, which she is claiming might never happen. So now I can't pretty much tell she's gonna avoid me for a while.

Fun. <.<;;

<.<;;
2 weeks later...

I didn't talk to her for the last week. I asked her if she wanted to hang out last Friday, and she gave me an excuse, then left. Didn't see her till today.

Now she's going on about how much she loves him, and how she had sex with him. Yeah, I didn't wanna hear that. He almost got her pregnant accidentaly, and she didn't like that.

But, I guess she still loves him, as she always hangs out with him whenever she can, and never wants to be near me.

So, anyway, this sounds insanely stupid, and I don't know what I was thinking, but I told her this (keep in mind she knows I like her):

"Since you're going to his place tommorrow, drop by my house real quick. Simply put, I need you to reject me in person. It's the only way I can get over you."

...What the fuck was I thinking?


So she tells me that she felt bad last time she rejected me, and doesn't want to do it again. So why does she talk about him so much? She knows it makes me feel bad.

So, I tod her to do it anyway, tommorrow afternoon. <.<

I'm seriously messed in the head.

No, you're not. In fact, that's probably the best thing I've heard someone say in that matter. Kudos to you.

Un! Quad-nii-chan is very cool!

...dunno where I went with that.

But, on a more related note, this moring, she got really pissed off at him, and now says that since he comepletely neglected their 3 month (I dunno, 3 month? They broke up a while ago, does she really keep track that much?), she's done with him for good.

So yeah, yesterday didn't really help much... <.<;;

The friendzone curse, still as dreaded as always.

Not many people can do that it makes you a better person in the long run

Well, turns out, once again, she wants to get back together with him.
...I should really stop trusting her. <.<;
I asked her why, and she told me that she 'misses him'. Misses what? The way he abuses her, rapes her, and ruined her life? I don't think those are things to miss.

She found out that when we hung out for the first time, I had a boner about half the time she hugged me. <.<;

Apparantly, can be shocked by that, but not be shocked when it happened to her ex, which she told me "when it happens to him, we play with it" (even after they broke up).

I just wanna murder her, but at the same time, I don't.

She's still coming up with excuses to not hang out with me... I wonder when she'll realize that she's never gonna be able to get back together with him again, since he 'hates' hernow. (That'll probabaly change soon...)


EDIT: Turns out, not even a minute after I posted this, she tells me that they're going out. Again. FUCK.

Why don't you just give up on her?

This situation is turning into something unhealthy for you and for her if you had a thought like that. Too much frustration at this point isn't a good sign mate. My advice, don't give so much of yourself unconditionally. Your not even dating and your frustrated, it's a bad sign and doesn't bode well for the future.

She looks to have some issues herself that she has to sort out before you can have any type of decent relationship with her, so take a step back from it yourself and re-assess your situation.