Got a cousin as a crush?

Lemme start with when we were still kids...we were just another normal very close cousin pair....we always played together, eat together and all that....but there was just...hmm...one thing that's fucked up with us. And that was...although we were playing normal kiddy games...for one reason or the other we loved to play together naked. Well, of course it'd suck if the adults find out, so we rarely got the chance....But hey, forbidden things feel better, right?

They say you cannot hide things forever, and I guess it's true...at least, for us, it was true. When I was 9, somehow we were busted sleeping together with no clothes on, in the same blanket. The punishment was hell...and so we stopped spending our precious time that way....x_x

Well, we stopped doing things like that but...we still remain as close as ever. Usually we would tell each other first whenever anything happens, like about our love lives etc…I guess it’s fair to say that we keep no secrets at all….

Ok, the main part. I was 15 that time and it was holiday. I was really bored and so I decided to go visit her. When I reach the house...I was greeted by my grandma, and her mother. I thought something was weird since I told her beforehand that I’d go visit, and usually she’d be the one to greet me if she knows I’m coming. So I ask her mother where she went to, and she told me to look at her room. I went to the room and asked her what’s up, but she asked me to leave her alone for the moment. Well, I just left her and took a nap.

Tomorrow morning, my aunt and my grandma got some funeral to attend to, so she asked me to take care of the house and her daughter, who apparently was in a bad mood. I just agreed and then did some gaming on my bed. Suddenly she came near me and asked, “Hey, you wanna do it like the old times?” That time I already forgot what we did in those days so I told her I don’t understand what she meant. “Well, the way we used to play together in our younger days…” she answered. I remembered what she told me about a guy she likes recently and asked, “I thought you have someone you like?” She just told me to forget such things and tried to hug me. I thought something was wrong so I hold her hand and asked “You’re not your usual self. Explain.”

Then she suddenly cried and explained about how her confession went miserably some days ago. I tried to comfort her…and after a while, she calmed down. Suddenly she asked me about the girl I like and since it also ended up with a disaster, I tried to avoid the question. But she insisted, and I too was in a need to relieve the pain so I just told her about it. She listened carefully until I finish and then said, “We both ended up the same, huh?” Then she suddenly kissed me…and well, you can imagine what happened next.

After it was over… we held hands together and looked at each other. Then she asked me “If I end up unable to get any boyfriend….would you take me?” “So you want more troubles with our parents, huh?” “Aww…that’s not important. We can just run away.” “Hmm…ok then, if when the time comes, I’m single too. But we must first try our best to find a partner.” “Alrighty!”