Yesterday:
I saw one of my coworkers at the Indian the other week and since then I've been paranoid about saying something about work that he might have overheard and didn't like.
I can't even remember any of the conversations I had with my friends except the planned trip to Southampton and my lack of work hours. Hence the paranoia.
Today:
One of those days where I miss people I used to talk to but fell out with me for stupid reasons. After endless disappointments I've since stopped chasing after long-dead friendships.
The dumbest reasons for a fallout I've had so far:
- I jokingly criticised World of Warcraft assuming they meant that when they said "I play a REAL mmo". Turns out she was trying to get me to play Guild Wars 2 but I told her I didn't like PvP (I'm a poor loser and I get really competitive). Apparently we misunderstood each other looking back at the conversation, but nonetheless she got hissy, claimed I was "being uncivilised" and blocked me. That was 3 years ago. She was renowned for being a fucking nutcase, so just as well.
- Two were idiots who chose their boyfriends over our friendship. One of them continuously slagged their then-ex to me for 3 weeks and got back with him a day after the last time. Not spoken to either since.
Not sure if I'm a bad judge of character or I'm just surrounded by shit people.