now fear is among us... it can make us do some pretty incredible things. it can either shake you up or etc. i admit that on some occasions i get so scared i cant talk anymore...
when i went to the bathroom in my friend's house, my friend shocked me by jumping in front of the doorway... at that moment, due to being scared shitless, rapidly backed up towards the mirror doors w/c was adjacent to the bathroom and smashing them....
There were many times I was scared. This is teh only event I remember tho- There was a time when my classmates placed a frog in my bag. Damn I was screaming like crazy when it jumped out. This is teh only event I remember tho.
When I was in a car and another car crash into the car I am in on the side, perfect view of it coming right at me. I was scared shitless 0.1second before impact
When the steel thread support for the mast (don't know the English word for it) ripped and the mast went down about 10 cm next to my head & shoulder. I really thanked whatever guardian angel was watching me at that moment.
One time when I was very young, my half brother whom I had never met until a few months prior scared the shit out of me by just jumping around a corner. I cried for an hour
The last time i remember being scared was when i was 17, my cousin who'd been my big brother for my entire life had died the week before, i'd gone out to get drunk with my mate and on the way home 8 chavs jumped us.
I was petrified that i was going to die, all i could think about was, this is it, im not gonna get up from this (6 or 7 pairs of legs were kicking me repeatedly in the head and torso as i lay on the floor).
For a few weeks after that, all i could think about was how i didn't want to die, the thought of eternal nothingness absolutely haunted me, but, after a time, i got over it, i accepted that at the very least, if i'm dead, i won't know about it, because i won't exist. So now i'm not scared of death, because i won't know its happened until it has, by which time i wont care because ill be dead.. lol.
Ever since then i've done street fighting style martial arts, i don't wait to be hit first, and never ever surrender.
"Though i walk through the shadow of the valley of death, i fear no evil, for im the badest mutha fucka in the valley!"
I was a bit scared when I went to see a student buddy of mine in a city over the border in England.
Totally lost late at night, No cash or bank cards, No juice on my phone, Freezing my ass off, Dont know what my buddys address is, Drunk as a motherfucker and In a seriously "bad" neighbourhood!
All I had in my pockets was some shrapnel and a set of darts which I must've found whilst stumbling around in a drunken stupor. (Dont honestly know how I got them)
Anyway I managed to walk around for a couple of blistering hours (My feet were bleeding) and found a nice Church yard to sleep in... Thank fuck I was drunk or I would've probably frozen to death.