RukaMilda wrote...
to become a manga artist but...
1. I'm not japanese
You don't have to be. In the wise words of Mike Z, "If you wanna start making an indie game or something, just start."
Just start
RukaMilda wrote...
2. Most(all) of the main heroines in the stories I write wear glasses and even though a lot of people say glasses girls are hot, for some reason almost none of them end up with the main guy in anime/manga and that might effect the popularity of what I write
There is nothing wrong with something having a ending where nobody wins, it's actually more real and relatable that way.
You feel terrible for the character, and want to be there for the character.
I also love glasses too.
RukaMilda wrote...
5. I have house work (because my mom and younger brother and sister are useless)
I know EXACTLY how you feel.
RukaMilda wrote...
6. I have babysitting work ( because my 5 year old brother doesn't like my mom or my brother and sister because they're bullies and useless)
You're the big brother/sister of the year.
RukaMilda wrote...
yeah..dreams instantly crushed
"Don't Stop Believin!"
If you give up, that's the worst thing you can do. Things may get in the way, but those things can't stop you.