SneeakyAsian wrote...
[color=#993300]Well there's a reason why I've avoided answering this question, being that I am capable of intense mood swings (I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder at one point). I blame my past for it. Though interestingly enough, I can be so stable to the point where I can maintain stoicism in an extremely emotional situation, especially when reflecting on my past. But that also has to do with my mental state and of course, how much I've slept. Get me on a rant and I can flip through emotions faster than professional dealers shuffle cards. Put me in a funeral where a close family member died and I will not feel a thing. Not only are my emotions volatile, but my emotional stability as well.
I can relate with the lack of emotion to certain situations in life; I'm the guy who typically shows almost no emotions while out and about, except when I actually talk to people. Even when I deal with cashiers and such, my emotions are usually kept within a perpetual "neutral" setting.
My mood swings had been an issue for most of my life until VERY recently (like, maybe a month and a half ago), and I had nearly hurled myself off the ledge of sanity to be devoured by oblivion and non-existence. A massive factor that eventually led to my current level of unprecedented mental stability, was that I finally started taking matters into my own hands to find means of creating a sense of calm in my life that didn't crumble after a month.
I used to take at least 3-4 different types of medication at any given time for most of my life, and I've reduced it to only 2; 60 mg of Adderall (allows me to focus), and 150 mg of Venlafaxine (an anti-depressant; which forms a physical dependency with very uncomfortable withdrawal symptoms, so I can't cold-turkey quit that one). The only whiplash I'm feeling right now is the after-effects of the Risperidone I used to take; it literally DESTROYS the libido of most people who end up taking it. And depending on the dose taken, it can take months or even YEARS for your libido to recover completely (I used to be the very definition of a "horny teenager"; I'm JUST starting to get my drive back, but my ability to stay "hard" hasn't completely returned yet).
Just my input, anyway.