I'm gonna put some quote from some fellow user that has shared their wisdom to me after what I went through. For more details, go to
this thread.
You will never achieve what you want, and so you must simply do whatever you can to put a roof over your head, pay the bills, and somehow just dredge on with your life until you meet the same, miserable end that we all inevitably shall. -Pumpjack
This quote made me shiver, literally. It's a fact, no matter what job or what degree we all have, at the end of the day, we're doing it for a roof over our head and foods for survival. It's harsh, but it's true.
"Freshman year at a disappointing school doesn't mean the end of your life
Get your hopes back up. Stay strong." -GoodDay
This stuff is nothing, compared to others who don't even have the chance of going to Uni. I just realized that. I was so busy mourning and belittling myself I didn't get to see the big picture.
So yeah, this is what is currently happening, I will update more.