Hello Rhubarb.
I was specifically brought back from prolonged absence by INTERESTED PARTIES only to reply to your post.
That's an honour that is!
Raparperi wrote...
Old thread is old, but interesting.
I personally am very strongly against anti-depressants. Years ago my mother took my to doctor for really bad panic attacks, doctor told us I have panic disorder. Without even a second thought he gave me some citalopram (SSRI) to be taken daily and some benzos for the worst panic attacks + some sleeping pills, but my mother said that 2 different drugs are enough. And without a doupt I took them and ate the SSRIs daily for years and I think I took like 5 benzos total during that time. Mostly because my mother warned me not to take them too often. I was young back then and didnt even think about side effects and such.
And I was like 15 or something back then and giving SSRIs to people under 18 isnt recommended. I didnt know about that either back then. Neither did I know (or even think about) that doctors dont really care about their patients that much. They just give you medication for some mental illnesses and send you away "alls right now". Without even thinking that the patient might need some therapy because there's something very wrong in his/her life because (s)he has panic attacks/depression/some other mental illness. Nope, drugs make all better, the patient is cured now!!!
Therapy is BAD, because:
1. It takes time. YOUR time. You have to spend years at it, whereas drugs make everything okay the minute you take them. Like, what are you gonna choose, right? Uncle doctor just made the right decision for you.
1.a. It doesn't yield its effect immediately. So, your afflictions might be more overtly visible to all the uncles and aunties in your neighbourhood than when you're being hosed down with psychotropics. That's bad, because then all the uncles and aunties will be very scared and upset. Uncle doctor just keeps you from making all those uncles and aunties upset and scared.
2. It takes money. Money that could be spent on, oh say, drugs instead. So uncle doctor would get a kickback at the end of the year for prescribing 1'000 packages of citalopram. Money that could be spent on uncle doctor's consultation fee. Uncle doctor is just helping you spend money wisely.
Raparperi wrote...
But back to my story. I moved in with my bf and we had our share of financial problems. We didnt have money to pay our rent, were almost kicked out of our apartment. But guess what? I was still on SSRIs back then and I couldnt give a shit. The fact that we might lose our home didnt stress or depress me at all. I was all happy. My bf pointed that out and after giving it a thought I realized he was right. Stuff that is supposed to stress a normal person didnt stress me. So I quit the medication without even asking a doctor about it, because I knew they would be against it. I didnt even do it slowly, just straigth from the 40mg, I just quit. Surprisingly didnt get any withdrawals. Then slowly I started to feel again. My mood stopped being a straight line. Sometimes I was happy, sometimes sad and sometimes angry. And it felt fucking great!
And back when I still took my drugs I still got some panic attacks sometimes and what did I do when I got panic attacks? I tried to forget them every possible way. Nowdays when I get panic attacks I really start to think whats behind that one panic attack and whats behind my panic attacks for general. I dont just push it aside and think that all the bad things will go away if I shut my eyes and plug my ears.
Do you also undergo therapy?
I should like to hope so.
While I'm not in favour of medicating people into zombies, I don't think panic attacks should be left to a person alone to think them down on their own.
Raparperi wrote...
Wiping the problems under a carpet doesnt work! And thats exactly what anti-depressants do. And they do it with many nasty side effects. If you're interested in them read
this for starters. I say that getting the problems out of sight isnt worth the side effects. Especially when some of the side effects stay even after quitting the medication. If a doctor gives you some drugs, you have the right to say "no, I want real help". I hate it how easily doctors give anti-depressants and I especially hate it how it seems to be kind of a trend to eat anti-depressants. Teenagers who feel normal sadness because their boyfriends dumped them goes to doctor whining about depression and without a second thought they get their SSRIs just after talking to the doc for 30mins. How wrong is that?
And in Great Britain teenagers are being forcibly medicated for "anti-social" behaviour such as listening to loud music.
Welcome to the wonderful world of psycho-stimulants.
Raparperi wrote...
So, even tho OP doesnt seem to visit fakku anymore:
anti-depressants DO change who you are. yes they do have the possibility of putting your depression/anxiety to the background where you cant see them, but it does do other stuff too!
As for the pain killers. Yes they take your pain away. Pain is a feeling and if you dont feel it, its not there. But still I do agree that many people eat way too much pain killers, but at the same time there are people who cant really live their lives without them. And even tho pain killers are nasty, especially the stronger ones, in most cases they are the only (legal) option. but then again the medical industry is to blame on that one too. There is a good alternative for people who suffer from chronic pain, but its illegal because if it was made legal, drug companies would lose money.
Painkillers, painkillers, painkillers...hmm, now what does that remind me of...?
Oh yeah, this little thing. Whoops.
Raparperi wrote...
And as we all know,
money is more important than health
Who doubts it?
S.S. Legge centottanta,
ora pro nobis
Raparperi wrote...
And right now I rarely suffer from my panic disorder (mostly because I havent done anything or been to places that usually causes them), but when I do get the panic attacks, I can more or less deal with them especially if I'm with my bf. And believe or not weed helps with them too. Many times I've smoked a little (not to the point when I'm stoned as hell, but just to get a mild buzz) when I've started to feel a little bit of anxiety and its gone. With the side effects being: high, munchies and red eyes (and the smoke in my lungs, but that could be prevented by vaporizing or eating edibles)
[size=14]Now people, discuss![/h] I'm pretty sure this topic touches many of you here. No need to tell your personal stories like I did, but discuss!!!
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