I don't fully know about the others, or what goes on in their minds but, I'm assuming that we have one thing in common regarding how we're acting towards you: We just don't care about your problems. We don't have the time for it, we have our own lives like you and hence not enough time to pity you or sympathize, either that or we just don't care and have other things to do, it's not like we're all good friends with you, at least not me. Please note that
I was not involved in your drama, I simply read through it and asked you
to move on and stop talking about it, because this topic is clearly about something else;
learning how to RP.
No matter what happens to you IRL, we can't see what's happening to you directly, so we'll naturally deal with you normally as like any other person. Don't expect special treatment on the internet after you do something wrong like whining towards everyone.
I don't think they want to forgive you. You may have apologized, but since when were they obliged to forgive you anyway? It's their wish, if they don't, they just have to suck it up. That said, I don't want to continue talking about something that will never end due to your stubbornness.
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if I am ever given a chance to roleplay again (which might be never)
And another thing, Do you people know how sad it is to know that after all the stuff I said during my bad turn that the only time someone thought to negative my reputation was when I was actually asking for help? this is what i seemed like...
No one's gonna take away your chance to RP. It just depends on each and every RPs out there. If this RP doesn't accept you anymore, you just apply for another one if it wants newer players.
I don't know how it feels to give a load of fuck about reputation points. I get a lot more of those than you ever did. Iget -3/-4 every single day. Why do you think I have only 1, or sometimes -1 or -2? Obviously because I have hardcore haters doing that to me everyday. Granted, I'm sick of it, but hey; I just don't care, it's just numbers. I hear that real men can get over stuff like these pretty easily and don't really care about such small things. Grow up dude.