Tranqs, I thought you were freelancing? ):
Which would count as experience if you remember to get lots of adulating client's statements. And it would furthermore get you connections "in the industry".
As Zigs said, experience is what matters, but never underestimate vitamin C - I've seen so many total stooges getting hired just because they knew the brother of the cousin of the father-in-law of the next door neighbour of the mother of the fly on the nutsack of the dog of the bosses' secretary, it's not even funny anymore.
Tranquility wrote...
Anyway, I can't seem to get a job, but even if I could I know it would be one that makes me miserable,
what do you do when you realize the choices you've made in life have left you stuck?
Every job you can get is going to be terrible, as no job that pays the equivalent or in excess of fiftythousand dollars per month is worth the suffering. So, every job is going to make you miserable, you might as well take whatever comes your way. Except the army. Seriously, don't do it, man.
What do I do when I realize I made a wrong choice? Hate myself, and plenty of it.
Ahhh, crustily delicious.