Have you ever been afraid of the future?

No. The future has endless possibilities, and if I am doing things right, fingers crossed that my future will be okay. If it does not, I always have a knife in the kitchen I believe there will be rainbows after the storm.

I dont think i have realistically been afraid of the future, i might sigh or moan about it, but to actually fear it, nah i dont think so. These days i think im the type of guy who might say how things suck balls, but never the less i still push through and every now and then i end up with a smile.

I don't like thinking about things outside of my near future, it really scares me not knowing whats up next in line; at the same time, I really like suprises. I'm one of those people who love horror movies but ends up crying and screaming for half the flick. The uncertainty of it all just gives me anxiety, so I just tend to go with the flow a lot and do my best to make good choices.

I fear the unknown course of my life's future. Sometimes, I imagine that I'd become somebody who has failed in life or one who has been led astray since I haven't been a good son and I've been slacking around in school lately (I prolly would end up doing six years in college instead of four. HAHAHA!) and that pretty much freaks the hell outta me. (and of course, the thought that I wouldn't have the girl that I have loved since pre-school years) so yeah.. But we'll never know what Fate has in store for us right? I'll just hope for the best XDDD