The last despicable thing you've done but wasn't proud of?

This was an assignment I had to do for a street law course and I was curious what some of the members of Fakku would say in this certain subject.

As human beings we have a tendency to partake in such actions that would eventually catch up with us in time. Some may have done that specific thing to vent a spiraling anger dwelling inside and looked back to realize that the aforementioned action was not worth it-- they were just caught up in the heat of the moment. Some did it to make a statement, or possibly to feign a cry for attention.

I, for one, am guilty of something like this caliber. Years ago when I was still kicking around the can in middle school, I was once nearly arrested for cutting one of my best friends in the side of his face with a mechanical pencil, leaving a large gash. The police told me that it was assault with a deadly weapon and my friend's father wanted to press charges. Needless to say, I managed to get out of that predicament with a little sweet talking from my mother.

--Now my side of the story.

We were just leaving class and I decided to fool around for a couple of seconds, putting my friend in a playful headlock, y'know, childish bullshit. What I didn't count on was the pencil in my hand; I don't know how it happened and it sounds like bullshit as I'm typing this, but it happened, evidently. The next moment I was called into the principal's office where my parents were waiting, being bombarded by yelling and them telling me how disappointed they were of me.

Boy, was I in for a ride that day.

Enough about me though, I wish to hear about everyone else's experiences should they wish to tell.

Not like I have anything to say at all. I've always a moralist and a stubborn girl, so I couldn't just be OK with myself for doing something I'm not proud of. Of course, nobody is perfect and that includes me, but I've redeemed the damage I've done by acting wrong.

For example one time I had a relationship with a girl who was officially the girlfriend of a friend for some months. I don't think that thing itself is bad at all, after all is her decision (I didn't pushed things). What I have a problem with is that she never said her boyfriend about our relationship, and... I did hold the secret for her request, for a few months. Well, at the very end she ended up with her boyfriend after a few more months, so a few weeks later I told him about our relationship.

Well, he was pretty much blasted, I hugged him, tried to make him feel better and so. I asked him that if he could excuse me, and he nodded. I was really ashamed of myself for not telling it before... So I passed a time with him trying to cheer him up and so. Before telling it I also cheered him up a few weeks after she leaved him, he was really hurt, but I were able to cheer him up, remembering him's dreams and so~

That could be my "biggest" bad acting episode, actually. I dislike a lot to lie, so I only do it when I got requested by, and only if they are pushing me to do so. Even then, I often pass about lying for others, but yeah, nobody is perfect and my force will isn't perfect neither. Though I'm sure today I couldn't repeat the episode above never again (or similar stuff).

I said this a couple times already, but to make a long story short:

-Stopped taking my medications for a month
-Mentally unstable to the point where I couldn't function properly
-Got naked in public
-Cursed at a cop while naked
-Got pepper sprayed and sent to the psych ward

I look back at it and laugh now, but it definitely wasn't my proudest moment.

Stole money from someone I care about a few years ago.

Told the Battalion commander about the sack of shit that was my Company Commander on the day that I got discharged. Called a few days later to hear that he was going to be transferred to some other place.

Now that I think about it I probably destroyed his chances of getting promoted to Major and his career... kinda regret it really.

I honestly haven't done something really terrible, I think what i regret most is how much of a thief i was when i was younger. I shoplifted often and stole money all the time from people i cared about.

Lying probably. I have always lied more than telling the truth since I was a baby, and I still do. Of course, this isn't just one event, but lying is still a despicable act that I am never proud of whenever I do.

I have a lot of things going on lately and I feel like I'm in a state where I just can't handle it all. so I have been lying a lot lately. I hate liars and would always prefer people to hurt me in my face than lying to me but lately I'm scared of the people around me leaving me in this hard time so instead of bluntly saying things like I usually do I lie and ignore the people just to later lie in their face. I feel so horrible but I just can't take it all in right now. I'm sure they will forgive me but yet I'm scared and want to punish myself of doing such a despicable thing as lying for my own selfish reasons.

Felt in love with 2 girls. Tried to keep both of them. End up with nothing.
The end.

Like a friend, lol.



You can easily get used to lie, so I recommend the next: if you're not ready yet to be sincere, try to slowly say the truth. How? If you're lying, then make the lie a bit more close to the real one. And try to find on what things you're just lying for the sake of it (it always happens) and stop lying about those, as it's pointless. You can also just pass of saying certain things all together, we have the right to hold secrets, too.

Definitely won't be trying it again. The level of mindfuck was too much even for me.

Yeah, he was completely mindfucked up, too, lol. I had to comfort him and huggle him often on these times. Luckily he didn't tried anything similar again just like you; good thing, it's always good to learn from our errors.

befriended an Asian to get through University.

Just my opinion, but if he was a terrible commander going for Major, I think it's a good thing he was transferred before he could screw up even more people in a higher position of responsibility. There are many more people who are far more suitable in a role of leadership. If his being a sack of shit was hurting the careers and lives of the hundreds of soldiers under his command, it would be far worse if he was promoted to battalion commander.

oh that is an of course. I usually instead of saying: "I don't want to hang out" I just say "I'm tired and want to go home and rest". The lie lies in I'm tired and rest because I tend to get energy when I get home OTL I feel horrible...

This hardly seems worthy of hatred or contempt. You were fooling around and accidentally hurt someone. Worthy of anger? Yes but not contempt.

My story; In high school I dated a woman my sophomore year (2001) through early 2007 shortly before I joined fakku. During my relationship with this woman I cheated on her with several naive girls by taking advantage of the bragging my girlfriend did about my sexual prowess (in highschool the bar isn't that high). The worst of these offenses was when I took advantage of a girl named Sarah/Sara. This girl was infatuated with me and I used her to get off. I've never really forgave myself for that one as I devastated this girl and left her emotionally unable to cope with her mothers death soon after. She dropped out of school her sophomore year and kind of fell off the radar for years until I saw her going into a bank in the small town we lived in.

So that's my story worthy of contempt. Beat myself up about it for a number of years since it happened.

I take a knack at this post.


Mine had to be about 8 years ago when I was 12 (almost 1 year later I would hear about FAKKU!). My longtime female friend and her sister invited me over to their place to hang out. Played some games (one ended up with me accidentally grabbing her breasts). Eventually, after some time, their father ended up coming home. I later figured out there weren't allowed to have company. So for the next 5 hours, I would hide around the house just so they would won't get in trouble (their father was an extremely brutal guy). At about 11pm, I ended up out of their house by jumping out of their 2nd story window (not the first time I've done that btw). In the end, I found out that my mom filed a missing persons report on me because I was gone for about 14 hours.

I wondered if all of that was worth it. That was the first time I ever saw my mother cry, and I hated myself for causing her that grief.

Did a girl, tried to hook up with her sister at the same time...jury's still out on the sister...

The girl didn't care persay since we weren't a couple she just didn't get along with her sister.

Come clean thread? Not like I killed anybody but I think its time to let loose some ghouls outta my soul.

1st- Stole from my aunt, estimated around $200-$400. It was in 2011, not proud of it since she confronted me about it and I still lied.

2nd- Technically threw this girl that was hanging onto my backpack back in 2010. I feel like a jackass for doing that but the situation was weird. She wouldn't let me go and it was practically my stop so I kinda shook her off. Wasn't sure if she was injured but for sure embarrassed since the bus was full if I remember.

3rd- Stealing from my grandma, Bunch of quarters for the Boys n Girls club. Still regret it to this day.

4th- Invaded my Aunt's bedroom for her computer. Not proud of it since I was desperate for internet and fakku a while ago. Got caught never again did I try to go in. Just too embarrassed.

Well mainly the 4 things that still guilt me that didn't happen recently but i'm still not proud of.