The last despicable thing you've done but wasn't proud of?
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geez you bunch of normies, now I kinda feel like a p.o.s :/ I have a bunch of worse ones but I wont say them..Topic says last despicable thing.. but my whole life is a whole string of them.. I don't even really feel that bad about some of them, some I even feel kinda good about because they happened.
Currently: 29 year old neet. Living with parents.. Been that way for the past 8 months about.. But even before that I never had a job, never got a 4 year degree..
I'm also currently not paying any attention to the few people who I might be able to call friends.
Girls through out life:
My ex gf she dumped me for another guy, afterwords I hacked her facebook(she was syupid enough I could guess her password) read her private messages, wanted evidence she was trash, kinda found it kinda didn't. She was just chatting about sexual stuff to one of her previously highschool teachers who is married btw, while she was dating the guy she dumped me for. She was also like 21 then.
My best friend in highschool was female, we hung out off and on till I was around 23. She told me a bunch of slutty stuff and knew I thought of her as a slut. Not sure if I ever flat out told her.. but I remember she defending herself as having an active sexual life style and is not a slut. Though one night on her birthday when she turned like 23 she wanted to do sexual things with me I said no and pretty much ended the friendship because of that. I ignored her and avoided her till she sent some email about me being a bad friend, but after that I just still kinda ignored and avoided her till the friendship died out completely. I kinda miss her now. :/
In highschool a girl actually confessed to me, she was pretty but I was shy and fat so I never responded, she hated me for next 2 years I heard.
Well middle school I called a girl ugly when she confessed to me, well she got her friend who I was actually attracted to, to be with her as she did it.. I feel really shitty because I said she was ugly in front of the the girl I actually liked..
Another girl in middle school chased me all around campus so I kicked her in the vagina, she teased me sometimes in high school too. Found out much much later she dropped out of high school and became a major porn actress. I wonder if I could have prevented it.. prolly not..
work/school:
My last place of even semi-employment. A tv studio. They sometimes paid me to do odd jobs sometimes. But never hired me, I was a volunteer, and they hired other volunteers other than me. The last job they gave me I never completed, I was tipped $40 on site, but after it was done I sorta stopped going. There were a couple good guys there..But kinda BS how they give other people a chance before me.
Uhm there are several professors at a community college I promised I'll do good if they just add me in the class. They add me and I end up doing poorly, not doing hw etc..
bleh don't feel like saying anymore..The girl stuff makes me kinda proud honestly but I have way too high standards now.. and I get told constantly I'm not handsome. So since I turned 23ish the only ones attracted to me are the bottom of the barrel. Fat, mentally impaired, and also like 30-40 year olds who no one wants to marry. -.-;(I hate old people and will never date someone older than me)
Currently: 29 year old neet. Living with parents.. Been that way for the past 8 months about.. But even before that I never had a job, never got a 4 year degree..
I'm also currently not paying any attention to the few people who I might be able to call friends.
Girls through out life:
My ex gf she dumped me for another guy, afterwords I hacked her facebook(she was syupid enough I could guess her password) read her private messages, wanted evidence she was trash, kinda found it kinda didn't. She was just chatting about sexual stuff to one of her previously highschool teachers who is married btw, while she was dating the guy she dumped me for. She was also like 21 then.
My best friend in highschool was female, we hung out off and on till I was around 23. She told me a bunch of slutty stuff and knew I thought of her as a slut. Not sure if I ever flat out told her.. but I remember she defending herself as having an active sexual life style and is not a slut. Though one night on her birthday when she turned like 23 she wanted to do sexual things with me I said no and pretty much ended the friendship because of that. I ignored her and avoided her till she sent some email about me being a bad friend, but after that I just still kinda ignored and avoided her till the friendship died out completely. I kinda miss her now. :/
In highschool a girl actually confessed to me, she was pretty but I was shy and fat so I never responded, she hated me for next 2 years I heard.
Well middle school I called a girl ugly when she confessed to me, well she got her friend who I was actually attracted to, to be with her as she did it.. I feel really shitty because I said she was ugly in front of the the girl I actually liked..
Another girl in middle school chased me all around campus so I kicked her in the vagina, she teased me sometimes in high school too. Found out much much later she dropped out of high school and became a major porn actress. I wonder if I could have prevented it.. prolly not..
work/school:
My last place of even semi-employment. A tv studio. They sometimes paid me to do odd jobs sometimes. But never hired me, I was a volunteer, and they hired other volunteers other than me. The last job they gave me I never completed, I was tipped $40 on site, but after it was done I sorta stopped going. There were a couple good guys there..But kinda BS how they give other people a chance before me.
Uhm there are several professors at a community college I promised I'll do good if they just add me in the class. They add me and I end up doing poorly, not doing hw etc..
bleh don't feel like saying anymore..The girl stuff makes me kinda proud honestly but I have way too high standards now.. and I get told constantly I'm not handsome. So since I turned 23ish the only ones attracted to me are the bottom of the barrel. Fat, mentally impaired, and also like 30-40 year olds who no one wants to marry. -.-;(I hate old people and will never date someone older than me)
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I lied all the time during my childhood. Now, my immediate family members barely believe me when I tell the truth, and I also think I have the least amount of respect in my family. And for myself. Sometimes I wonder if I will ever be able to gain back the trust that I had abandoned over 10+ years ago...
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The last despicable thing I've done, huh? The biggest one so far, was that I faked a stomach ache to get out of work, just to go to go swimming in a friends pool. Kinda felt guilty afterwards but I got over it. I just want to say that guilt is a useless, ugly feeling. If it is intense enough, it can lead to self destruction. That's why I try to make sure that I don't do anything that can hurt a person, physically, mentally or emotionally. If I do, I try to make things right.
The best way to deal with that, is to sit down with your family and just tell them that you are sorry about the things you have done in your life. If you feel overwhelmed by talking to too many people at once, then talk to each of them one at a time. If you do that, start with the person you feel closest to. Also, if you feel like crying, then let the tears roll. Crying isn't a weakness, it shows that you have emotions.
Raptor980 wrote...
I lied all the time during my childhood. Now, my immediate family members barely believe me when I tell the truth, and I also think I have the least amount of respect in my family. And for myself. Sometimes I wonder if I will ever be able to gain back the trust that I had abandoned over 10+ years ago...The best way to deal with that, is to sit down with your family and just tell them that you are sorry about the things you have done in your life. If you feel overwhelmed by talking to too many people at once, then talk to each of them one at a time. If you do that, start with the person you feel closest to. Also, if you feel like crying, then let the tears roll. Crying isn't a weakness, it shows that you have emotions.
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Killing my neighbor's cat about 10 years ago ....
i dont know why but maybe i was a little sadistic back in the day , maybe i'm still like that now ..who knows ? :)
i love animals btw and am strongly against animal abuse and i feel guilty of that act .
i dont know why but maybe i was a little sadistic back in the day , maybe i'm still like that now ..who knows ? :)
i love animals btw and am strongly against animal abuse and i feel guilty of that act .
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Goshujin Sama wrote...
Killing my neighbor's cat about 10 years ago ....i dont know why but maybe i was a little sadistic back in the day , maybe i'm still like that now ..who knows ? :)
i love animals btw and am strongly against animal abuse and i feel guilty of that act .
man, first the hamster and now the cat, you need help man
and despicable things i've done
lied to my mum
being an asshole at times (but in retrospect not really but meh)
being a dick to my brother
being a creep to girls (why didn't someone punch me man?)