Rise-chan wrote...
That wasn't my point to tell the truth. I meant that I was logging due to my sis kicking me out of the PC and by the time I'd get the chance to login again, the contest will be over.
Me? Talented? lol That's not true at all, I'm just some lower-classed writer, who posted a series, days before the contest that's it. I don't have any talent... I'm a loser just as my family calls me...
I suppose there's not much you can do about being kicked off unless you could have explained it to her that you were doing something that was really important to you. However, I suppose it is too late now. I find what you say about yourself to be very sad and disheartening, though. For one reason because you're honestly lying to yourself, and for another reason that you have no reason to. I found both your entries to be a thoroughly enjoying read, and I would like to hope that means something to you. If you like to write, then write. If you don't, then that's fine to, but don't go shooting yourself in the foot. It doesn't help you get better and ultimately only hurts yourself when you're surrounded by people who want only good things for you. Now, I don't know you, and I haven't even known of you for very long, but I can't sit idly by while you criticize yourself of falsities. 2011 has just begun, you have plenty of time for yourself and I hope you can see that. That's really all I have to say on that matter.