E.X.A.M wrote...
i dont know if i must call this a secret or what..
since my Mom remarried for the 3rd time,my mental become unstable. then one day,i cant take this reality anymore. i dont want to live with unknown person who i must called him "Father". i run away from home,and living in street for 2 weeks. believing that i dont have money in my ATM,i joined a group of Punk Street.
altough we must eat trash,and drink dirty water,but i'm glad that i can survive without money nor my parents. one week later,i see that my Punk Friends addicted to Drugs. they forced me to use it too,but i'm refused. because of that,they abandoned me.
not long before that happens,a group from another Punk Group pick a fight with my Punk Friends. altough they have abandoned me,but i must save my friends. i go into the fight. we lose.. fortunately,my friends have escaped,but i got captured in the result.
they tortured me. breaking my right leg,and torturing my left hand with Hot Iron Stick. leaving 65 holes in my left hand. the scar still remains even now. they decided to kill me after that. but my friends comes with police and arrest that Group of Punk.
my parents know i've invovled in Street Fight. they go into the location and bring me to hospital. i dont have any choice,but to live in painful reality. now i'm 19 years old. i go to college,and live with my own as part time worker. i live alone,far away from my parents. i'm trying to forget my past by living in Cyber-World.
that's why i got addicted to hentai. altough there's a girl who likes me,but i refuse. for me,this is my world. a fantasy world. i'll live in front of this monitor,forever.
just one question, are u SERIOUS?
cause if u're, then i admire ur courage and will to live on under such um... extreme circumstances and understand ur love for fantasies and hentai.
but if u aren't, just one thing, it's not funny
the toughest i've gone through is getting kicked out of the house three times during winter since i lied to my mom goin to internet cafe to play games. i actually stole my teacher's purse went to "jail"(sorta like a juvenile or detention hall or somethin) for a day and got beat up pretty bad in there and that's about it, still getting holes punch on your body and tortured with a hot iron stick is pretty cruel some, don't even wanna imagine wat that felt like