godotccf wrote...
I was born a Roman Catholic and to be honest as I got older I began to question the very rules and guidelines that they impose and more and more I'm beginning to doubt Christianity and Catholicism as a whole and God himself. I'm trying to find something good God has done and I found none, I'm sticking with this religion for now since it's frowned upon if you change (I live in a generally Catholic/Christian country).
And I don't know if I should continue trying to believe in him or If I should just shun him and go atheist because I just think if there is a god then he's just observing us and not even trying to help the world and this makes me get mad at him and makes me feel that all that bible studies and Christian talk is just crap. So right now I'm at a standstill on whether I should change religion or not.
I honestly want your opinion guys on this, which is better for you? Believing in a God? or not? Maybe with your insight I could better understand what I must do.
I have never truley believed in a god before, so by label, I'm a atheist. I was brought up to also be Catholic, having gone through comuunion and Church school, bt I only did because I was made to. I have my own belifes on relgion itself, how it was started, why it became a dire important role in humanity. I have respect for relgion, all relgions even though I question the "thinking" in some.
My point is instead of thinking so hard about it and fighting yourself (assuming) just let the answer come to you. You ultimatley decide, and thats a universal truth because in relgion, God is there to assist you, not to realy make the choice for you.
In the end I grew away from relgion, but I always observe people who are relgious and what it means to them, and how it affects them, because honestly (please no one hit me) I believe we created relgion so in this thinking; do you chose to believe in what huamns may have created and accepted? Theres nothing wrong in believing what other humans do how ever you spin that.
I wish you the best of luck