Jan 30th:
Someone who keeps saying she's bored keeps refusing things I suggest.
Wonder why I even fucking bother.
February 2nd:
>Tfw sexting a girl and you get too excited and accidentally cum. Then when she wants a video for personal use it takes ages for my dick to recover enough to go again.
She lives fairly locally and we've met up once already (didn't bang her though). We get along really well both as good friends and, more recently, sexually. I intend to fuck her brains out before the year ends. Considering she usually initiates these things I think the feeling is mutual.
Preferably multiple times.
Preferably an ongoing thing.
Either way I really want this dry spell to end. It has been way too long.
February 3rd:
Same girl. She's cut me out her life for Googling what was wrong with her grandad, citing I had no right to. Even though she was the one that told me about it and I just wanted to understand what was going on. Admittedly I could've had a bit more tact, but I feel as if the reaction is a tad extreme.
Yesterday she asked why I was perfect.
What the fuck.
Edit: She said some really horrible things to me, and it became clear just how much respect she had for me when she basically encouraged me to commit suicide when my mental state became strained from her ill-treatment of me. That far exceeds what I did and I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive her for that.
And my trust issues return with a vengeance.