Don't Mind Me

I just wanted to write something refreshing and gushy. Homosexuals.

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"Hey Celine, let's have sex."

"W-w-woah! Where did that come from?"

"I've been attracted to you since we were freshmen in middle school."

"Y-you don't seem to be shy about this..."

"That's right. I can't hold back anymore. I want you, Celine."

"Uh, but I'm not a lesbian, Tsubaki."

"Well, neither am I."

"But...you're a girl."

"Yes, I think I had my period yesterday."

"...And I'm a girl."

"I've noticed. Where are you going with this?"

"So if you're attracted to me, I'm pretty sure that makes you a lesbian, Tsubaki."

"Hmph, and that's where you're wrong, Celine. But don't worry, I like that naive side of you, too."

My eyebrow twitches.

"Care to explain?"

"I'm not attracted to girls, Celine. I'm attracted to you. You could've been born with zero penises and a vagina and I'd still want you."

"That's an oddly specific number of penises."

"Well, okay, I guess I'm attracted to girls, too."

"Um, but seriously, Tsubaki, I just...don't see you that way."

"So you don't love me?"

That's not fair, Tsubaki! I bite my lip as I think about how to answer this in the best possible way.

"It's not...I do love you...just as my best friend. Nothing more, nothing less."

"Really?"

I pull my legs up against my body and hide my face between my knees.

"...Yea."

"Well, that's embarassing."

"...Sorry."

"I even got us two reservations for a suite at this fancy love hotel for tonight."

"...Wait, for tonight? I'm not that easy!"

"...Crap."

"At least on the third date, maybe."

"Well, there won't be any maybes. Sorry about this, Celine. Let's just go back to us being friends then."

I watch as Tsubaki gets up from the couch and opens the door to her room. She glances at me sideways and says,

"...If you hear any sobs coming from my room, it's because of my video game. You get to run around and shoot people."

She closes the door and there are almost immediately sobs coming from her room. I hear the sobs but I don't know what to do. Should I go comfort my friend? But what if that sends the wrong message? Should I just hope for the best and see if she calms down by tomorrow? You, readers, get to decide!

A) Go comfort Tsubaki
B) Take a shower and go to bed

Flipped a coin and got B. Do eet.

As long as the shower has excitement. A.

"I guess...there's nothing I can do about it."

I get up from the couch and take a hot shower. Afterwards, I study in my room until I hear Tsubaki call me for dinner,

"Celine! Dinner's ready!"

"Coming!"

I hurry to the diningroom in my pajamas and see Tsubaki already sitting there, eating. I sit down at the other side of the table and start eating as well.

"...Hey, Tsubaki, the rice is kinda salty. What'd you add to it?"

[size=10]"...Must've been the tears..."[/h]

"What was that?"

"Oh, I guess I must've spilled some of the fish sauce onto it by accident or something."

"Well, I'd just like to thank you again for letting me stay here, Tsubaki."

She smiles at me.

"No problem."

When I see Tsubaki's smile, I'm reminded of a week ago, when I showed up unannounced at her apartment asking for a place to stay. She smiled at me, just like now, but there was always a hint of regret.

"Thanks for the dinner, Tsubaki. I'm going back to my room now."

"Don't let the bedbugs bite!"

I go back to my room and sit down at my desk. I try to study but I just can't focus. After an hour, I give up and go to bed. I plop down onto the soft mattress and hug my pillow while rolling around a bit in frustration. I think about Tsubaki's feelings until my mind eventually drifts off to sleep...

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"...Mmmmnnn..."

I slowly open my eyes and realize I'm lying on my side, with my back towards the door. I hear breathing behind me, and my name is called out,

"Celine..."

Is that...Tsubaki behind me?

"Haah...haah...ah...Celine..."

I can feel the bed slightly moving again and again.

"Celine...! Haah...haah...haah..."

Is she...masturbating?! I instantly feel blood rush to my face and I stay still, hoping she doesn't find out I'm actually awake.

"Celine...! I love you...so much...!"

I feel her stiffen and hear her stifled cry.

"Mmmmmnnnnnnn...!!!"

She just...climaxed, thinking about me...!

"...Haah...haaah..."

I feel her leaving the bed and hear the shuffling of clothes.

"...I'm sorry, Celine..."

I hear her footsteps and the sound of the door opening and closing. I'm alone now, right? I slowly sit up in my bed and look at the spot where Tsubaki was. It's still wet...and a little sticky... Okay...I guess, at least she didn't touch me or anything...but, how am I going to deal with this? What if she does this again? Should I...go confront her or something?

I squirm a bit and realize I'm getting wet down there. Oh, god...that...that turned me on? Does this mean...I am gay? No, no! I can't help it! She was...doing those things with her body...she was moaning...anyone would've gotten turned on...

A)Confront Tsubaki
B)Let sleeping dogs lie
C)Masturbate

let her have some fun! C!

From C to shining C!

Give us a C.

(I'm going to do this in first person. To make you all feel awkward.)

I haven't...relieved...myself since the big move a week ago, so I guess now would be as good a time as any. I lay back down on my side, facing where Tsubaki had just been, and I take a second pillow and hug it with my arm. I curl up as I move my left hand down to my pants and start rubbing my groin over the cloth. It feels good, especially since I haven't done it in a week, but it feels like scratching a small itch.

I slip my hand into my pants, and as soon as I touch my private parts directly, a tingling sensation goes through my body. I start sliding my fingers across my opening, and the tingling sensation grows stronger.

"Mmmmn..."

I can feel my face burning of it's own accord, and my fluids have covered my fingers by this point, so I push with the tips of my fingers and they slip in smoothly.

"Mmmmn...! Gaah...haah...!"

I'm so...sensitive... I push my fingers in deeper and I wiggle them around, causing me to shake all over.

"Aaahn...!"

My voice cries out and I can't stop it. My insides are so sensitive... I start moving my fingers in and out, rubbing them against my soft interior... I can feel a sweet, numbing sensation...spreading from my lower body, and I squeeze my eyes shut as I feel the pleasure building up. I already can't help breathing out loud while hugging my pillow strongly.

"Aaah...aaah...mmnaaahhh...!!"

Finally, I plunge my fingers deep inside and I climax, soaking my underwear and fingers. A white ectasy fills my mind, and I lay there, riding the waves of pleasure pulsing through my body. After a few seconds, I finish, completely exhausted.

"...haah...haah...haaah..."

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(Hope that made you all feel awkward. Maybe even the girls, too. Actually, I'm just gonna do it in first person from now on.)

The next morning arrives with me waking up to the sounds of birds chirping. I stretch and yawn before getting ready for breakfast. Tsubaki wakes up earlier than I do and cooks all the meals, which is really nice of her, especially since it's only been a week. I enter the diningroom and see Tsubaki already eating.

"Good morning Tsubaki."

"O-oh, hey, morning Celine."

"? Is something wrong?"

"Nothing! Nothing's wrong!"

Tsubaki's acting a little weird...-er than usual. I guess what happened yesterday as well as...last night...must be really weighing down on her mind. Suddenly, the door bell rings.

"Oh, I'll get it!"

Tsubaki gets up and opens the door. After seeing who it is, she's a little surprised.

"Yo, morning little sis."

"Oh, morning Tsukasa, why're you here?"

Tsubaki seems to relax in the presence of her older sister, who also happens to be our university professor. As usual, she's wearing her form-fitting black suit and has yet another lollipop in her mouth. She has long black hair like her younger sister, except her's is tied into a neat ponytail.

"I just wanted to check up on you two. Wanna go to school together?"

I'm eager to erase the awkwardness that has come between Tsubaki and I, so I quickly say yes.

"Well, alright. You guys mind if I join you for breakfast? Oh, you don't need to get me anything, I'm already eating something."

Ms. Yumizuka closes the door and takes off her shoes before taking a chair and sitting down at the table.

"Wow, Tsubaki, your cooking never ceases to amaze me."

"And all you ever eat is sweets, Tsukasa."

"And I'm sure your nagging will make you a great wife someday too." Tsukasa says this with a playful smile.

The awkward silence that was between Tsubaki and I quickly vanishes with Ms. Yumizuka here, and we talk about school and what we've been doing until we're out the door and heading for school. When we arrive on the campus grounds, Ms. Yumizuka says,

"Hey, Tsubaki, you go on ahead. I need to talk to Celine about her grades in my class."

"Oh, alright. That doesn't sound too good, Celine. Good luck!"

When Tsubaki leaves, I quickly ask my teacher,

"W-what's wrong, Ms. Yumizuka?"

"Oh, nothing, really. Your grades are fine, and your performance is upstanding. I just said that so I could get rid of Tsubaki."

"Um, what did Tsubaki do?"

I say this thinking Tsubaki did something wrong this morning, but her reply surprises me.

"She confessed to you yesterday, didn't she?"

My heart nearly leaps out of my chest when she says that.

"...Yes, she did..."

"Must've been a real shocker, huh?"

"...I never knew Tsubaki felt that way about me...since middle school..."

"She never stopped talking about you at home, you know. She really does love you. She would come home and say, 'Today, Celine called me her best friend!'"

"...I'm sorry."

"Don't be. No one is forcing you to like her back. It's just...I guess her pain is my pain too. I'm just making sure you know that kid really does love you."

I can't help thinking about last night, and I reply,

"...I know."

"...And she won't give up, either. I'm pretty sure in her head, you're the only one for her."

I can't help blushing a little when Ms. Yumizuka tells me that.

"Are you sure you won't reconsider?"

"...I can't see her that way. I'm sorry."

"Well, I won't meddle any longer. I'm off."

"Um, thank you, Ms. Yumizuka. For telling me all this."

She doesn't turn back as she walks away, but she waves goodbye.

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"Hey guys!"

I greet everyone at our usual lunch spot and sit down.

"Hey, Celine. You hear about those murders on the news? They're really nearby!"

"Oh, don't scare her."

"But it's true! It could even be...one of us!" Jaguez jumps out at us at the last part.

"Well, in this day and age, anyone could be a serial killer."

"And you must know, eh, Tsubaki?"

"No doubt, Jaguez"

"You roaming the nights, being the natural predator you are?"

Tsubaki makes a motion of putting two fingers to her lips and flipping her head to the side, as if letting out a puff of smoke.

"You know me too well."

"Oh geez, these two are idiots, I swear"

I chuckle lightly at Jaguez and Tsubaki's antics, and how Anastasia gets upset at them.

"...The police are trying to cover this up, but, there's something they haven't announced to the public."

"Oh? And you know because your dad's a cop?"

Steiner nods.

Jaguez continues, "So, what's up? What're they hiding?"

"...All of the corpses...they died from something like...claws. Everywhere on their bodies, there's bite marks and deep scratches."

"So...there's a wild animal on the loose?"

Steiner shakes his head.

"Even a wild animal would stop after it knew it's target was dead. It would just eat what it needed, but...there were just so many bites and scratches, it seemed like the beast just didn't want to stop. Bits and pieces of flesh were everywhere."

"Well, what if it had something like mad cow disease? Rabies?"

"...They thought of that too, but...no, I've said enough. We're eating lunch, and I don't want to ruin your appetites."

But by then, all of us had already stopped eating. Except for Tsubaki, that is. She has an appetite big enough for three people.

(You get to talk to three people now before lunch ends.)

A)Talk to Steiner, the son of a cop. He's the tallest, and has a big build. He has bright blond hair and round topaz eyes to match. He helps take care of the university's garden and is worried about his future. You've known him since middle school.
B)Talk to Jaguez, a guy who lives by himself. He's pretty tall, has brown, unkept hair, and his blue eyes shine with mischevious intents. He's pretty laid-back but takes good care of his friends. You've known him since middle school, as well.
C)Talk to Anastasia, the daughter of one of your dad's friends. She has long, well-kept, auburn-red hair, and she's taller than you, but shorter than Jaguez. Her eyes are brown, and they shine with an air of refinement and sensibility. You used to play with her as a child, but you've only just met her again when you entered this university.
D)Talk to Tsubaki, your best friend since middle school. You've recently learned that she has the lovebug for you. You're still not sure how to handle this. Other than that, she's always had long black hair that reach all the way to her hips. She reached puberty earlier than most, and her breasts are the biggest you've ever seen, second only to Ms. Yumizuka. In short, her feminine charms are not lacking, in fact, she gives off the air of a cool, mature, sexy adult. She would've been the idol of her middle school and high school, except, when you get to know her, you realize that she's quite the weirdo, plays videogames all the time, and is barely passing her classes.

<_<
>_>
I say D. e3e

"Hey, Tsubaki, do you want to go shopping together after school today?"

Tsubaki nervously twirls a strand of her long black hair.

"Well, uh, no... I mean, I don't want to bother you or anything."

"No, no, I won't be bothered at all."

"Well, I also have some homework to make up, I'm getting pretty behind, you know?"

"Eh, but you always do your assignments the night before they're due."

Tsubaki drops her hand on her lap and looks away.

"...I'm sorry, Celine."

"Oh, um, maybe next time then..."

I can tell Tsubaki still doesn't feel comfortable around me. I guess...this is what happens. Tsubaki looks at my downcast face and bites her lip before smiling and saying,

"Wait, I didn't mean that. Let's go, okay, Celine? Let's go together, as friends."

I look back up at Tsubaki's smiling face, and I smile back,

"I'd love to, Tsubaki."

(You can only talk to two other people now. Also, congratulations, you just scored a date with Tsubaki, you macdaddy pimp, you.)

I think I will choose A.

"Hey Steiner, how's it going lately?"

"..."

"Steiner?"

"...Oh, Celine. Did you say something?"

"Yea, how's it going lately?"

"..."

"Um, is something wrong?"

"..."

"Um, you can talk to me about it, Steiner, I'm listening."

"...The murders..."

"Huh?"

"...They were done by a human..."

"..."

"It was...done by a human but...it was so beast-like...Whoever did this...is a real sicko..."

"Steiner..."

"And did you know?"

"...About what?"

"All of the victims...I mean, this is the only thing the police have found even remotely traceable...there's a trend of adult women, with long, platinum blonde hair. Your hair color...it's natural, right?"

"Yea..."

"I'm...worried. Like Jaguez said, they really are nearby..."

"Well, at least I don't have the body of an adult woman, right, Steiner?"

"Haha, Celine, I think you're cute the way you are."

"Hehe, thank you, Steiner."

The shadow over Steiner's face seems to disappear, and it's replaced with a smile.

(Congratulations, you just got more info on the murder case! And you also flirted with Steiner. Jesus, fuck, can you please contain yourself for one second, Celine?)

C for the ojou san.

"Hi, Anne."

"Hello, Celine. Have you been taking good care of yourself?"

"Mmn, I have. How about you?"

"I'm doing fine. Papa's off on a business trip, so it's just Mama and I at our house. I've been learning recipes from her, actually."

"That sounds fun!"

"Oh, it is. If you'd like, I could show you what I've learned so far."

"That would be lovely."

"Hmm, then what time would be good for you, Celine?"

"Well, I've got a shopping trip with Tsubaki this afternoon, so...how about dinner?"

"At night? I live pretty far from here, you know."

"Don't worry, I still remember where your house is."

"No, it's not that, Celine. I'm talking about the murders. Will you be safe at night?"

"Oh, you're right. Don't worry, I think I'll be safe."

"No, I'm worried. I'll come pick you up, is that alright?"

"Y-you don't have to go to that much trouble for me!"

Anastasia smiles and says,

"It's no trouble for you, Celine."

(...Shit. SHIT. JUST. GOT. REAL. Does Anastasia have the hots for you too? Or is she just remembering the good old times?)

(Oh wait, I just realized you've talked to three people. OH CRAP. OHCRAPOHCRAPOHCRAPOHCRAP. JUST...JUST GIVE ME A SECOND. JUST ONE FUCKING SECOND, DAMMIT.)

Jaguez notices people leaving and looks at his watch. He then says, "Oh, hey guys, lunch's over."

Anastasia finishes her tea and says, "Hmmm, that was fast."

I say to Tsubaki, "Come on Tsubaki, let's get to class."

Tsubaki replies, "Yea, yea, we have English next, right?"

Steiner says, "See you guys later, then."

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The day passes by peacefully, and I depart from school with my close friends.

"Hey Steiner, you wanna go play pool after work?"

"That sounds good, Jaguez."

"Shouldn't you two be studying?"

"Oh, please, princess, I'm a regular genius. People like me don't need to study."

"Hah, I find that hard to swallow, if you don't mind me saying, Jaguez."

Jaguez pretends to shudder.

"Oh, your words are so cold, princess!"

"...She can stop global warming by talking."

"Ah, sorry guys, but Tsubaki and I are going shopping that way."

"Oh? Cya guys later then!"

"See you, Celine."

"Have fun."

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Tsubaki and I strolled past stores, looking at the clothing that lined the windows.

"You know, Tsubaki, you're always wearing boy's clothes."

"Oh? Everyone's a boy deep down."

"...Including transexuals?"

"We call those 'The Lost'. We're working on a plan for them."

"Right... Well, what do you think about wearing a dress?"

"Uh..."

"I think it would look really nice on you."

"Uhhhhh...! O-only if you give me a kiss!"

I lean up and kiss her on the cheek.

"Is that fine?"

"T-that's...not what I...yes, it's fine. How about that store?"

"Looks good to me."

We enter the store and start looking at dresses. I find a nice, black dress and show it to Tsubaki.

"Ugh...okay."

She goes into the changing room and when she comes out, she's wearing a scowl on her face. She does a quick turn-around and says,

"Done."

"Wow, I never even knew you had those curves!"

"Ugh...[size=10]that's what my sister says[/h]..."

"Do you like it?"

"No."

"I think it looks really nice on you, Tsubaki."

Tsubaki blushes and turns her head away.

"Well, if you like it, then I guess it's okay with me..."

"Alright, my turn, then?"

"Yes, please!"

"Want me to try on the bathing suits?"

"Y...yes, please!"

"Just kidding."

I take the top and skirt I wanted to try out and go into the changing room, leaving Tsubaki dejected. I come out and ask,

"How does it look, Tsubaki?"

"As always, you look stunning, my lady."

"Oh, my, how flattering. So, shall we go, then?"

"Alright, just let me ch-"

"Wait! Why don't you leave looking like that?"

"L-like this?! What if someone I know sees me?!"

"Um...what would happen then?"

"They'd disown me!"

"...That's an exaggeration."

"It's...it's embarrassing, Celine!"

"Pleeeeeeeeeease?"

"O-only if I get another kiss! A real kiss this time!"

I take out a piece of paper, kiss it, and press it on Tsubaki's lips.

"...T-that'll do..."

We pay for the clothes and tell the clerk we'll leave wearing the dresses. The sun's already setting, painting the sky orange. The wind is blowing; it's a nice summer afternoon. Tsubaki's still kissing the piece of paper when I suggest we go get ice cream. We both get a single scoop of vanilla and go to a nearby park to sit down on a field of grass.

"Hey, Celine...I've been thinking...you know I...I love you, right?"

I look down at my feet and lightly blush.

"Y-yea, I know."

"And I know, you can't see me that way..."

I can only nod my head, without looking at her. Tsubaki grabs my shoulders and turns me to face her and says,

"But why not!? You're not going out with anybody, and neither am I!"

"..."

"So, so, if we're not going out with anyone, couldn't we just...try?"

"..."

"I'll wear more dresses! I'll act more feminine! I'll do anything! Anything for you, Celine...!"

"...Tsubaki...you wanted a real kiss, right?"

Tsubaki is shocked by my question, but slowly nods. I notice the sunset, and something stirs up inside of my chest. I move my hand to Tsubaki's face and I hold her cheek in my palm. She stares at me in wonder but I avoid her gaze by closing my eyes. I slowly move my face closer to hers, and I place my lips over hers. I feel Tsubaki stiffen, before dropping her ice cream onto the grass and embracing me.

Her weight pushes us both down onto the grass, and she puts more force into the kiss, as if she wants to devour my mouth. I open my eyes, and I see that hers are closed. I lie there on the grass, waiting until Tsubaki is finally done. She holds herself above me while staring at my face with a light blush on her cheeks and panting slightly. I'm unable to look her in the eye. I slowly say,

"...Please...be satisfied with just that".

"...! What...does that mean?"

I feel tears creeping into my eyes.

"I mean that was it. Please don't ask for anymore".

"...I see. I'm sorry, Celine. Let's just forget about this and go home, okay?"

A) Mention last night and how you don't think she'll forget anytime soon.
B) Go home quietly.

aaaannnnnnnd?? o__o this is getting dramatic. o3o;

Mmmmn, it's done. Check again.

So does someone have to make a choice? Cause I personally would choose A just for the hell of it.

i say A too, since B just seems like an ass move e_e idky

"...There's more, Tsubaki".

"...What do you mean?"

"Please...don't be upset when I say this but, I was...[size=10]awake last night[/h]".

Tsubaki stops moving for a second, and stays completely still. Then she groans out loud,

"Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!"

Tsubaki holds her head in her arms and starts rolling around on the grass.

"I can't believe this!"

She rolls around some more, before finally calming down.

"Are you...okay...?"

"Don't...know..."

"Um, your hair's kind of messed up, and your dress is dirty now..."

"This is an expression of my pain and anguish".

"...Uh, it's...it's fine, Tsubaki..."

Tsubaki immediately sits up and glares at me.

"...So you're saying me sneaking into your bed in the middle of the night to masturbate is fine?"

"Uh, wuh, b-but, I, you, uh, I...pleasedon'thurtme!"

Tsubaki grabs her head and shouts,

"Augh, this is so embarassing! I feel awful! I can't believe you were awake!"

"...I'm sorry".

"Wha-what are you apologizing for? I'm the creeper here!"

Tsubaki...

"...Let's try, Tsubaki".

"Wait, what?"

"You and me, let's try it".

"...You don't have to force yourself, Celine".

"If it's for you...I'll try anything".

"...Alright! Let's try, Celine!"

Tsubaki hugs me with a smile on her face and I smile as well, but a sudden cold shiver shoots through my spine.

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A young woman in her 20's runs into a dark alley, panting and breathing heavily like a whipped dog. Her hair is disheveled, she's missing a shoe, and there's deep scratches all over her body. Blood is dripping down from her wounds.

"Get...get away from me!"

She screams. She trips. She backs up against a wall and holds a pipe out at me.

I swat it away.

She screams again.

I throw a heavy kick deep into her throat, breaking her neck and killing her.

Kill.

Die.

Death.

Blood gushes out of the corpse's mouth. I bend over and slurp it all up. Then, I begin my feast...

"...Mama..."

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"Hey, Celine, welcome back. Did you get the snacks?"

"Yea. By the way, don't make dinner for me tonight. I'm going over to Anastasia's house to eat."

"W-w-what! X! X! As your new girlfriend, I completely disapprove!"

"Don't worry, it's just a friendly get-together."

"Ever since I realized I was a lesbian, I've had a gay-dar. I can tell you, with 100% accuracy, that Anastasia is a lesbian!"

"Um, what's a 'gay-dar'?"

"*groan* You're not listening, Celine!"

Tsubaki throws a small tantrum on the couch. Then, I get a call from Anastasia, saying she's waiting outside. Tsubaki sits up and folds her arms while pouting.

"Fine, you can go, if you want."

A) Cancel your dinner with Anastasia after all and spend the night with Tsubaki.
B) Go have dinner with Anastasia after giving Tsubaki a kiss.
C) Go have dinner with Anastasia after having sex with Tsubaki.