NutritiousGoop wrote...
I'd like you to list some things. Things you don't like about yourself. Things that you think other people might be judging you for. Things about you that make you feel nervous when your out in public.
I want you to list your insecurities. Here are a few of mine
Small boobs. A cup. I want them a bit bigger but nobody I know likes the idea of me getting implants to make them size B at least.
And though I hate this about myself I will mention it here. I am short. Not quite a midget I'd say but still pretty short compared to my friends. I haven't grown an inch since I was about 15 years old. Apparently most women stop growing at about 16-17 years of age. Well I guess my stop was a year early, but the point is if like to be at least 3 inches taller. That would just be tall enough where I'm still the shortest person in the group, but only by an inch.
Now combine the two. I'm 21 years old and I still look like I should be finishing high school! I've even had teenagers hit on me wanting a date before. I do think I look a bit too young for my age, and while that helps make me cute, it has sometimes led to people treating me less of a young adult and more of a high schooler.
So then, I listed mine. What are some things you feel insecure about? Why?
Have you found a way of dealing with them? For me, all I can really do is act my age out in public despite people's first impressions.
First off, just reading your list of insecurities makes me kind of attracted to you in a way. Sorry in advance if I make you feel uncomfortable.
Now, to respond to your actual "list of insecurities", I can say at least this:
I am terrified of fucking up, even a little bit. If I mess up while playing live on-stage or even in conversation, I become a wreck for days at a time. I'm obsessed with being "perfect", and yet am so lazy, I often have trouble just waking up in the morning. Though on the positive side, I am turning these around bit by bit :D
Probably my biggest insecurity is my sexuality. I've recently realized my Bi-sexual nature and people around me seem to believe I'm bullshitting. Its honestly really frustrating.
But I guess that's what I got off the top of my head. I often just bury my insecurities, so I can forget them sometimes, until of course, a situation arises to stir them up.
Also, again, sorry for (maybe) being weird about being attracted to you from reading your post. Plz no hate :D